First Movement
Mozart’s Violin Concerto No. 4 in D
began with a flourish up and down my spine,
fifteen years old and never held before
by bright strings spilling over my father’s head,
pipe in hand, eyes smoky black, jowled
appreciator of the things of man, ex-commie
turned cabby turned lawyer at the end,
how could he sit so still with that tug in
the air, I fell to the green rug with my fist
against my chest, I couldn’t help grinning
around the hurt, a funny kind of halo spun
my head, I still had to live in Maryland but
outside that room all Saturday morning shivered,
a great gold crystal just about to burst.
By Mark Smith-Soto
Used with permission (c) 2003, University of Florida Press, Our Lives Are Rivers